The song you are referring to is titled (often searched by the lyrics "Tüpürüm Həyata" or "Anamı İtirdim" ) by the Azerbaijani artist Balaəli (also known as Balaəli Maştağalı). Song Overview
You can listen to various versions and remixes of this track on YouTube: Lord Vertigo & Balaeli - Vuruluram Herden YouTube · Lord Vertigo Balaeli Tupurum HЙ™yata Anami Itirdim Remix
Several popular versions exist, including a notable 2022/2023 collaboration with Lord Vertigo (Nicat Əliyev) and a meyxana-style remix by DJ ILKIN . The song you are referring to is titled
The phrase "Tüpürüm həyata, anamı itirdim" translates to "I spit on life, I lost my mother," reflecting a profound sense of grief and hopelessness. I lost my mother